im just saying..

awwww..sumpah comel!

2011-01-16T05:35:00.002+08:00

I YEM BEK!!

2011-01-16T05:29:00.002+08:00

thought of deleting this account.. n start a new one..

but.. nahhh..

so i deleted few (or many) entries which related to my past, which i refuse to remember.

that is more like it.

so yo yo yo! *richard reed's style*

im back!!

i know its already 16th but its never too late!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2011 IS DEFINITELY GOING TO BE BETTER!!!

RESO : IF THE SHOE FITS, BUY EVERY COLOUR!!!

ps i miss writing. tho tulis bodo2 je.. but writing does ease my mind smtimes..

black and white

2010-11-25T11:51:00.001+08:00

good morning/evening to all. well depends on bile u read this post.

i finished my 9 months of pupillage say whattttttttttttttttt!! (suara background :whatttt..)

well my long call is on 3rd of december. In KL High Court. everyone is invited. only if u bring flowers n chocolates. hehehe..

long call, in layman's term, macam graduation for chambering students. tht means, i am now a qualified lawyer! well not yet. after that ceremony of course.

and we, have to prepare a speech. some sort of a thank u speech..

macam amek award.. wit no tears involved of course.. n no miss-universe wave..

hmmm so many to thank to in so limited time.

but i was reminded not to thank so many ppl. as they are other speeches to listen to. boo. hehe

haven't bought my robe. haven't prepared my speech.

but i am freaking excited.

well i know if there are other lawyers who read this post and claim that im being over excited about nothing.

plz note, u were once like this remember? =)

sekian.

owh congrats to BATCH 63!!

OMAIGOD

2010-10-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

My last entry : july!! skang ni dah oktober!! july, ogos, sept, okt 4 bulan!!!!

i used to be a full time blogger (time2 takde keje lain)

then baru2 masuk keje i was a part time blogger.

now im a no-time! heh.

well, tinggal lagi satu bulan je nak habis chambering!!

then imma b a 100% qualified lawyer!! *lompat bintang*

a litigatorrrrrrr. =)

bz weh. bzbodobabi. hehe *sory mencarut*

balik lambat. kerja byk. kesana kesini.

selamat gaji 20k. NOT! *rolling eyes*

dah lame tak berblog ni macam byk sgt nak tulis. demit.

oh in pursuit of the career, (chewah), i have to go thru 14 times (or more) of voluntary duty.

well, there are a lot to choose from.

i chose Legal Aid Centre Clinic. (eh btol ke name die?)

anyhoo, once a week i have to standby kat the Centre in Level 9, Wisma Kraftangan, Jalan.. hmm jalan ape tah.. tapi btol2 opposite LRT Masjid Jamek.. then ill be giving out free legal advice for those who are qualified.

Qualified tu maksudnye org yang cannot afford a lawyer ye.

Quite interesting. n tiring. interviewing (and layaning) clients wit all kinds of problems!

criminal, domestic violence,divorce, kene kejar ngn bank, kene tipu ngn orang lain, kene berenti keje tibe2, gaduh n semua lahhhh.. u name it.

and each n everytime i pray not to get client yang byk songeh n leceh.

ye paham, manusia ni pelbagai.

ade yg datang tapi kutuk2 lawyers and underestimate the profession.

ade yg datang nak free advice tapi tanye, gaji 10k tak termasuk commission. and driver.

oh dtg yang menangis2 tu sudah pasti.

tapi nak buat macam mane. duty is a duty.

ok. itu sahaja this time.
ANNYEONGI GASEYO!!

ps. getwellsoon budak busuk. kite rindu.

WORLD - HAIRDOS- CUP 2010

2010-07-01T20:58:00.002+08:00

Rigobert Song, Cameroon - it matches his socks!

Gervinho, Ivory Coast - Wide open! V head style.

Djibril Cisse, France - straight road..to home. At least he managed to add a literal bright spot to France’s brief World Cup campaign of madness and doom

Bacary Sagna, France

Hassan Yebda, Algeria - a wave! a big white wave!

Carles Puyol (right), Spain -The absolute definition of a mop. Endless untamed curls that should have him in the running for the next commercial in case this football thing doesn’t work out.

Marek Hamsik, Slovakia- And finally, the most dangerous hair in the World Cup. If hair could scream, that's what it would look like while doing so.

sources : yahoo! sports

GO ARGENTINA!

AAARRRRRGENTINA!! AARRRR!!

LA ALBICELESTE!!
BEAT THOSE NAZIS!!

update. poor argies.. ='(

random update

2010-06-14T02:52:00.002+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaa
lame nye tak ber bloggingg!! apetah lagi berjogging!! ok itu takde kene mengena.

this phase of my life is d busiest one. kerja kerja kerja!

talking bout kerja, i feel the need to express my dissapointment here.
my office-3 levels. i happen to be in a level yang ade at least 30 ppl.
AND ADE 3 JE TOILETS!!!
oh one of the toilets, takde air..
maybe sesuai untuk orang2 yang beristinjak..hmmm..not me..
so tinggal 2 je toilets..
dan yang tak paham nye, dan dan masuk, ade je orang lain masuk..
maka segan silu lah saye untuk berada lame2 di dalam toilet considering orang yg menunggu di luar..
maka kerja-kerja di dalam toilet yang memerlukan masa yang lame terpaksalah dilakukan di rumah...
haishhhhh...

ohh now miminku has a new obsession..singing!
i love to sing!! he? he never has the guts to sing before..
tapi selepas dipaksa untuk berkaraoke for 2 hours only both of us, hmm, terus tak lepas mic!
he started to love to karaoke so much that he decided that every sunday is a karaoke day..
oh and tadi kami berdua berkaraoke 4 hours..
berapa banyak album dah buat dah.. orang nak beli je takde lagi.. haha..
miminku, for the record, ure my whole new world!

ok nak tido. esok nak gi court kat shah alam. tapi tak tau jalan.yeay!

mimin and his pet

2010-05-13T17:00:00.006+08:00

bawah katil ! dah lari!

Haishhhh... doa sebelom membunuh

jangan lari!! kan dah jatuh sume benda

at last~ last goodbye.

R.I.P

ITS OK. U STILL HAVE A LOT OF THEM IN YOUR CAR!

GLEEEEEEEEEK!!

2010-05-09T14:05:00.009+08:00

they have done it in Seattle, Madrid, ROme, Tel Aviv & Dublin.

yesterday- time for Malaysia babeyh!!!

flash mob tu ape? well it does not include any 'flashing'.

wikiwiki - A flash mob is a large group of people who assemble suddenly in a public place, perform an act for a brief time, then quickly disperse.

in our case, we danced to GLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE's Proud Mary, Goldigger, Somebody to Love & Dont Stop Believing..

promotional purposes.

kuddos to Random Alphabet and Star World.

SANGAT BEST!!!! plus i got to meet other new cool ppl.. esp Suzanna, Asil & Rin. =)
ohh Marina Mahathir n her daughter joined as well..

click HERE!!! to watch the vid!
click HERE PULAK! to check out all about the event..
click HERE! HERE!! to watch the official vid by Starworld..
and HERE to read Marina Mahathir's comment in The Star..

ps-thank u encik mimin for the support, for learning to dance jugak, for driving me there n pegang kan handbag while im terkinja2 menari =) xoxo

pps to date, i still dance to this in the toilet. or everywhr.

What's on your mind? part 1

2010-04-25T21:21:00.005+08:00

updating ur status is totally fine. even if ure a fullltime status updater like u dont have anything else to do but to tell the world what ure doing.

but, there is no need to declare to the whole world

1. how party ppl u are. i mean partying is ok.. like tulis "had fun dancing". OK. but tulis kat status how drunk u were last nite? poyo. esp when ure Muslim.

2. how drug-able u are. i know its not even a word. but u know. trading business in FB? wtf. plz. get a code name or smthing.

3. how player u r. we (i am on behalf of the reader) dont care. this girl and that girl? tak tau nak pilih mane? ergh. poyo. we dont even know if its true.

4. ur sexual life. how much u "scored" last nite? football score? great. score as in "score"? disgusting.

5. how great ur lovelife are. awwwww..it is sweet i admit. i do tht SOMETIMES. but "cintamu bak Taj Mahal, akan ku kotakan janji, redah lautan api whatever"? taknak la plzzzz..

6. how suck ur life is. life has its ups n downs. yes we all get depressed bout works, family,relationships and everything in between. but if every status sounds suicidal. get help.

u can do one (or more) of those mentioned above. YES U CAN.

i mean i did...

but NOT IN EVERY status that u change every 10 minutes.seriously.

we readers r getting sick reading it. like literally sick.

plzz kurangkan dosa2 kitorang berkata belakang tentang status2 anda. terima kasih.
ohh kitorg takde la kesah sgt IF TAK KLUAR KAT NEWS FEED SETIAP MASA SETIAP KETIKA!

im just saying

disclaimer - freedom of expressing opinions. =)

cikgu tusyen yang berjaya

2010-04-10T12:32:00.008+08:00

selama 23 tahun hidup (or less)..i never liked football.. never tried to like pon..

tak tau langsung pasal football.. cume a few yg handsome..and/or ade related with artists.. and/or yang ade gossip gossip..hahahhaha

tapi manusia kan berubah...

sheera khairudin now has a new obsession! yup football!

thanks to encik everything ameng..he forced me to watch one game..

and explained about the game..

and since die to MEN YU nye fan, so he tried to instill the spirit! n succeed!

so yeah..im a new MEN YU fan thanks to him.

Glazer or Fergie should pay you some commission la dear..hehe
(dear Man U haters, kill him, not me. thank you)

everyday now asik football talks aje..

clubs, national teams, players, positions, formations, sponsors,

sape player pemalas, sape player terer, sape club kaya, mcm mane nak masuk championsleague, volley, offside, cara2 kire aggregate n away goals, etc..

SIAP ADE QUIZ!!

Cikgu Ameng ajar tution bola! kononnye preparation for worldcup..haha

Azra plak jadi tmpat bertukar information..haha

positive : lebih futball talks, kurang social networking aka bergossip =p

cerita klakar : masa zaman jahiliyyah dulu, i thought 1st 2nd leg tu maknenye if player main kaki kiri, 1st leg die kaki kiri, 2nd leg kaki kanan. n vice versa.
saye digelakkan. hahahahha

dulu (and still) obsess korea, penuh application korea dlm iphone yang bijak tu.

(please emphasize = yang bijak)

now football news forum reports vids sume ade..

(yo blackberry user ..boleh ke phone anda ada byk2 fun application neh)

hehehehehe..

EL CLASSICO today!!

encik everything, u tak tau kan? tu la pakai BB yang 5mb tu je.. hahahah..

tengah berebut BARCA with him..hehe

anyhoo, you are a good and funny tution teacher. thank you.

update..

=) Barca won! Go Catalans!

=( Men Yu lost to Blackburn. encik Berba, anda dah boleh2 dah tu kluar Men Yu.. (die draw sbnanye.tp draw tu kalah.sbb blackburn aje! and sebab lagi susah la nak menang title)

reminiscing

2010-03-31T18:01:00.003+08:00

gambar lame jumpe balik

2007 ke 2006

Photography Project for ameng's sister.

he was mad for uploading this pic kat FB.

hahahha..

i love this pic ok!!

anyhoo, nak remind,

i love u ok .

my craziest, most annoying ,most likely nak kena sepak and yet the nicest, kindest, funniest and sweetest bestfriend/boyfriend/everything.

wont trade anyone for u mangotango!

promotion section :

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beautiful pics! hire her for anything in the world for an affordable price!

shutter

2010-03-23T21:58:00.001+08:00

sakit blakang..

sakit tengkuk..

smalam ade reunion BBOY BGIRL kat Bukit Bintang..

so tunjuk skill head spin kat junior2..

hahahahah..

memangla sheera khairudin headspin!

ini adalah akibat duk dpn pc lame sgt..

bile sakit tengkuk slalu teringat macam dlm crite han Shutter..

u know d part which die sakit tengkuk tapi check doctor takde pape tapi sbenanye ade budak duk atas die tu..

SE-CA-REY!

tp budak, boleh tak duduk balance sikit, cuz blah kiri tengkuk lagi sakit dari blah kanan laa...

hehehe main2 la sheera oiiiiiiiii...

oh encik boss, ni bukan complain pasal keje banyak and balik lambat k..

u know im devoted n sacrifice my life to works..

i'll sleep in d office reading up cases if u want me to..

...

.....
......hmm....

ok saye tarik balik ape saye ckp.

ps - tried to find gambar from the movie Shutter tu tapi baru first few pages dah takut. hehe.

Zero Friend Request

2010-03-17T20:23:00.003+08:00

Orang kata masuk kandang kambing mengembek,
kandang lembu menglembu.(???)
(ok nampak sangat tak tau the right words. omputih betol la! hehe)
anyhoo, sume tau wht the saying means kan. sape yg start cakap tu tak tau la..
so, persoalan hari ini ialah.. kalau start keje baru n masuk office baru nak buat ape?

tip #1 ---->> CARI GANG!

sile beri perhatian, cari gang sangat la tak senang.
kalau office stakat 10 org mungkin senang la.
but if office ade berpuluh2 or ratus2? (mine is 40+)

factors need to be considered: preferably same floor, age, position, social life etc.
sbnanye takde la strict requirement sgt, kalau bole di gang kan, gang je la.
senang ade gang ni, pape bole tolong coverline. hehe.

so lunch ngn gang yang berlainan will enable u to know their 'category'
tapi lunch ngn Team A ckp pasal Team B
ngn Team B ckp pasal Team C.
nak buat team sendiri blum cukup power. haish.

tho most of lawyers here are so serious, but so far, i am surviving. (with the not so serious lawyers n funny staffs).
tips lain -->baik je la ngn sume org. =)

ps- kinah n yah korang my forever team tau. tapi korang duk jauh! n slalu keje lain2!
pps-rindu aifa sgt. n yana. n poji. AG tak best!!

tips nak tido.

professionalism

2010-03-11T19:40:00.001+08:00

Poster in Penang

Poster kat my office.

..sepatutnye ade.

puan zawani..

2010-03-02T22:27:00.005+08:00

ari tu ade orang shuffle dalam lift kat office!!!

sorang2 dgr mp3 pastu shuffle..

hello encik,saye ade kat blakang ni..

hahhaha tak paham betul la..

ohh dapat gaji one day n dah abis the next day..

ni pon tak paham jugak.. hihihi

and ohh! keen d devil in disguise hijacked my FB and changed the status tu "Sheera jahat! sheera jahat"
and ramai orang 'likes' it..
ni lagi tak paham..
Sheera baikkkkkkkk la..

and, zawani haniff aka gem dah jadi puan..

ameng kate GTV for life hahaha..

happy tapi sedih.. haishh..

from single to taken?

she's not alone.

someone else is happier than ever lately.

wink wink~

all for one

2010-02-22T20:15:00.001+08:00

why did we go our separate ways?
what happened to the good ol days?
why did we sit at different tables?
so here should we put labels?
why did we laugh at different jokes now?
dear hatred, please take a bow.

can someone particularly be blamed?
if yes, then whats the name?
who should we point the finger to?
he says she, she says you.
i tot we have known each other since forever
and not once, but many times, we vowed to be together.

so dear friends, what happened to us?
say sorry, if we should.
be forgiving, i hope we could.
.so lets reboot.

dazzled

2010-02-17T02:47:00.006+08:00

Watched V-day tadi..
Not a bad 'Lets-give-hope-to-the-ppl-out-there-n-let-them-forget-about-the-reality" movie after all..

well Ashton said everybody is romantic on vday.

me? more like hopeless romantic..
ps-can i join the I Hate Valentine's Day party Scarlet??

but 4 days holiday was gooood...

bangun lambat sangat best...

Ameng bought me tix to a magicshow "Dazzle" at Genting.. (thanks!)

genting on chinese new year is a no-no.

Ramai gile sampai genting tu panas!

but it was a good show..

Out of hundreds of ppl in d hall, the magician came down to d audience and chose ameng to be his 'victim' on the stage..

he magically turned ameng's rm1 into a dollar n made his watch n shoes dissapeared! amazing!

oh we went to play bowling afterward and ntah apasal ntah we got to play for free!!

oh..received a surprise call from someone. someone who surprisingly 'appeared' in my life. but not so suprisingly, had left. sigh~

in love with Vday's soundtrack..esp 4 and 20 by Joss Stone..=)

Kotek for RM1?

2010-02-11T11:38:00.000+08:00

Ni poster (hmm poster ke?) dekat toilet kat Medan Selera Taman ********

haha nama dirahsiakan

ade KOTEK for RM1 ok!!!

lame gak la kitorg pikir kotek tu mende.

conclusion KOTEK = KOTEX

hahahahhahahah!!!!

ade pakcik tua bace bende ni smpai tertinggal kunci kereta atas meja ni..

dah sejam lebih baru dtg blk amek..slamat ade lagi..

excited with the 'kotek' perhaps??

xoxo

Head over Hills..

2010-02-07T16:10:00.005+08:00

Saturday,February 6 2010,
Azmiclanz (cool 'chambering partner' in Azmi & Assoc) and Ameng (konon2 anak azmi) went to France.. hehe ok tipu..we went to Japan.. ok tipu lagi.. we went to bukit tinggi.. oh ni bukan malaysia tau..
bukit tinggi kat overseas.. hehehe seboleh boleh kan.. well we actually went there to bawak Sahat Sidabukke (new chambee from Indonesia) to jalan2.. it was FUN!

on top of Top!

2010-01-19T21:29:00.004+08:00

love ur eyes, my boyfriend..

and i love how u make me smile..

xoxo

status update!

2010-01-14T22:39:00.003+08:00

Career : chewah chewah..career konon.. ive started working last monday.. Azmi & Assoc.. litigation hell yeah! tapi B to the Z macam BA to the BI! suke la gak keje sane! main reason?? Sebab Keen, Aifaa, Yana, (n maybe Borgy) ade!!! ye la Poji mu pun... hahaha.. so boring buat keje, kitorg buttdance same2! ahhahaha

Life : GREAT! Went to neyo's concert!!! nak buat 1 entry pasal die but cam dah lambat sgt je kan.. tapi motive bgtau gi concert tu adalah :-
1) nak berlagak (hehe.neyo sangat best ok!!)
2) nak menunjukkan saye happy (and still trying!)..

ohh kepada pasukan yam petang, jgn tinggalkan saye!!!

Love : TETTT! NEXT!

lalalalallala
oh saye sgt happy this week..
thank u kawan2

PS-td kat cafe, ade tiga org budak uia yg office mate jugak (hahaha) kene tegur jgn makan babi..hahhaha

Brother Chot

2010-01-06T17:06:00.002+08:00

Pagi tadi at 4 am, Encik Chot called,

"Weh nak rabbit tak.. comel gak ah..tapi kalau taknak ko lpas la kat padang dpn umah"

I was wide awake at tht time, excited gile, "nak nak!!"

Pastu Encik Chot dtg..

"mane rabbit?"

"dalam kereta.tak berani nak angkat"

"rabbit sgt comel pon tak berani??"

i walked to the car, opened the door,...

"chot, patutla ko tak brani..ni bapak rabbit.."

the rabbit dah besar! ~~dah tua kot!~~

hahhaha.. but webbit is still webbit.. comel la..

sian gile tgk die cam takut.so i prepared cage die n everything..

sing him a lullaby..n put him to sleep.. ok ni tipu.

oh..name die COCO!

coco baru mandi

Pastu tgh hari tadi me n Encik Chot gi bli Mcd.

mama prohibits coke in the house, so she already warned do not beli coke.

coke is unhealthy. sugar level tinggi la ape la..

(mcm mcd tu sihat2 je haha)

tapi Encik Chot beli senyap2.

so kat umah..tgh makan..

Me : Ma, chot kan, die bli air coke jugak..

mama : hah? bla bebel bebel bla bla....

encik chot : ma, adek kan..die gosok gigi pakai colgate.

..silence...

New Year. New Me.

2010-01-03T19:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

WOOT WOOT!

celebrated at a friend's roof top..

a private party..

so basically tgk byk gile fireworks all over KL..

BEAUTIFUL!

then around 2 am we went to Peeee to the Deee...

tau tau PD macam borrr but all my friends were there!

we spent 2 nites there (unplanned) and it was two effing good nites..

ameng epah ctp su rozy mg meong petah shoon bean sham

wawan wani black merry apek awin came on d 2nd day..

fuuhhh ramai ramai..

sampai sane, we spent the nite playing cards, camwhoring, singing, dancing (on the couch haha)..

then tried to sleep tapi suara epah n ameng gaduh bising gile!!!

pastu ramai pulak masuk bilik duk tergelak2

(oh and i kantoi isap jari..yup habit..but cute kan hahahaha)

tapi diorg bising sangat maka saya tidak tidur langsung!

pagi2, we went to the beach!

I LOVE BEACH!

tho pd nye beach takde la cantek mane but it was ok..

main banana boat smpai benjol kepala n lebam kaki!

cuz when they purposely jatuhkan kitorg dlm laut semua jatuh langgar2!!!

then main storm rider! BEST GILE OKKK!!!

jerit smpai takde suara!!

ameng shoon and sham dah kluar suara pompuan dah mintak tolong..hahahhaha

(budak duduk C memang pu-C hahahah)

then mlm tu continued playing card, camwhoring, singing n dancing!

some were playing cards..with drinks,

some were playing cards..with money.

go figure!

owh..and the noise pollution... hahaha

in my condition rite now, i really100x need a vacation.

laughters, happiness, to clear my mind~

so yeah..thanks guys...

ps; chillaweyhs, sorry i couldnt join u guys to Broga Hills.

initially plan stay pd 1 nite je but extend plak. sorry k.

its not u its me.

2009-12-19T20:55:00.005+08:00

if there is someone..

..who likes (or loves) u a lot

..and is willing to do anything

..who tries his/her best to make u happy

..and to make u laugh

..who listens to ur problems

..and laughs at ur jokes.. (tho they r stupid smtimes)

..who understands u..or at least tries to

..who writes u love letters/notes

..and brings u chocolates

..who gets along with ur friends..and ppl around u

..who sings and dances with u..or for u..
..who supports u in everything

..and tells u 'everything will be okay'

wht else r u looking for?

wht is stoppin u?

why do u need that time to think?

kan? kan? kan? ke tak?

"why do u make something so easy so complicated,

searching for whats right in front of your face,

but u didnt see it."

-usher

ps-im literally losing 1 kg each day.. so lagi 45 days, sile report police.. saye hilang by then..

extended lunch break

2009-12-14T21:14:00.001+08:00

my name is sheera.

im good.

trust me.

SO PICK UP THE GOD DAMN PHONE, DIAL MY NUMBER AND TELL ME THAT I AM THE ONE U LOOKING FOR!!!

(no not u darling, i tgh ckp pasal firms ni. ) =P

so dear law firms, pick up the phone n tell me i got the job!!

hahaha padahal baru antar resume semalam...

damn it, is it me or is it always been this depressed when u r unemployed...and broke?

PS: dear firms..i ll do anything for the job.. ANY-thing. (*blinking laju2 with fake eyelashes) haha

legally free!

2009-11-24T03:16:00.001+08:00

congratulation! and celebration! lalalallala..

finally..after 5 and a half years of reading laws..ive graduated! walla!!!

well sebenarnye unofficially graduated..coz result blom kuar.. hahaha..

Law Grad dinner was awesome!

except for the lame MC who tried too hard to be funny and critisized everyone's dresses..

apart from him, sume best!!

the foods..chamwhoring... oh ya i performed!!!! hihi best best..thanks to Kerek .. great voice kerek!! we made it even without practice!!

unexpected things happened..

things not for everyone to know..sshhhh....

things everyone is happy to know about..eg, MILO n SYAMI..CONGRATS!

definitely gonna miss my girls.. uwwwaaaaa!!! ='(

sape nak tunjuk jalan kalau sesat?? sape nak bunuhkan ulat?? sape nak lari2 sepak slipper bilik orang?? sape nak influence kan korea2??

sape nak gelak2 kuat2 same2.... ='(

then another celebration..another side of me..

k takde lah official celebration pon..but i told everyone i hv graduated n get free drinks!! celebration la tu for me kan! hahhaha

best best best...KONG n FIFIE ade!!!

sile jumpe lagi untuk perjumpaan rasmi ok!! banyak lagi untold stories ni..

anyhoo....a new phase of life has begun...

good luck to myself..n to the rest of batch '09..

SUIT UP!!

sorry ms stranger

2009-11-07T20:27:00.004+08:00

its been awhile since i last updated my blog..

bz bz bz studying.. bz ke sheera oiii...

now is my final exam for my final semester!

kalau tak bz studying pon. bz harassing kinah n cepah in the room..hahaha

anyhoo, be nice ppl, i could be your lawyer someday!

(ameng.. be nice! kinah n cepah, tho korg lawyer gak..be nice!)

anyhoo, nak crite...

one fine day i went to the security post to report bout my missing children..

haha..missing matric card..

pastu ade this one girl, tgh tanye pak guard, trying to get direction to get somewhere..

so saye sheera khairudin kan baik hati..

offered the girl nak tunjuk jalan...

so we walked to the carpark then she said, "my car kat sane"

i told her "ok tunggu jap i amik my car then i dtg kat u n u boleh ikut belakang.."

so kitorg jalan separate ways to our cars..

sheera khairudin jalan gi kereta..

sheera khairudin nyanyi nyayi..

sheera khairudin start kereta..
.
.drive
.
.
sampai my hostel..

pastu baru teringat..

"damn!! tertinggal perempuan tadi!!"

i know i am well known for tertinggal benda, but tertinggal orang??

hahahaha..

n no..i tak patah balik..malas..
hehe sorry stranger..

ps sy benci alwi shah

puan ecah sabit rumput

2009-10-24T17:33:00.001+08:00

after 22 years lahirnye saye didunia (hehe), i just found out that my mom and and my dad was in relationship 7 years before they get married!

7 years weh gile lamaaaaaaaaa...........

but mama ckp my dad nvr talked about marriage..never planned anything..

and there was a man yang slalu tunggu mama..

even proposed her..

so one day she decided to go with the other guy..

when my dad found out about this, teruk cuak..

and time tu die dapat bonus die terus stopped my mom's plan and proposed her..

AWWWWWWWWWWWW...

NOT! SILE LIHAT APE JADI SKARANG..WHATEVER.

i asked mama lame nye 7 thn..

i swear to God, she answered

"dulu mama bukan macam adek..social..kenal ramai orang..

adek kalau boring kluar jalan2...mama kalau boring sabit rumput.."

sabit rumput! hahahahahaahah

mmg btol boring la mama ni hahahah..dahla 'sabit'..hahaha

"name saye ecah. hobby saye sabit rumput."

HAHAHAHA...

sian mama kene ejek dlm kereta tadi...

parade of charades

2009-10-11T14:27:00.003+08:00

there are some ppl, bile sedih or stress, tend to do things which they think can make them happy..alcohol n drugs are well associated with..but nothing compared to laughter n fun u have with your friends..
i was very miserable last nite.. but with them around...WALLA.. gelak smpai sakit kepala..
plus i met Kong yg bertahun lamanye tak jumpe!! WINDU!!
(asik cerita jejak kasih je haha)

me, kong, ameng, meong, black n merry..
lepak at Castle from 11pm to 3.30am.. yeah!
ameng merajuk at first coz he tak dapat seat yang sandar..
so he duduk kat lantai, pandang tv, refused to talk to us..hahahaha
my dear Kong, thanks for listening to me crying my heart out..
saye rindu kamu sangat1000x..
then we played Charades..teka name movies n songs..
HILLLLLARIOUS!!!
bergegar tent tu kitorang gelak2 macam org gile...
we ended our game dgn crite paling susah..
'Apocalypto'!
Mane ade susah Black kene belakon..hahhahahaha

it was very very very fun...
though banyak gile things running thru my mind...thinking what did i do to deserve this effing shit,
but i know i always have them around..
i love when they say, "kitorang kan ade..."

cheer to My Man Crew.. chewah suke ati je bg name..

-currently listening to : Superman by Nicoya

just KID-ding

2009-10-10T13:39:00.006+08:00

Amirul Aiman..my childhood friend..

my neighbour..my age..

duduk selang few houses je.. dulu yang bawak kuali dari rumah and main masak2 kat padang..kejar2..etc..
we even had a tree house.. together with jiran2 yang lain..

but he has been studying kat mane tah after Standard 6 then continue in Germany.. so basically tak jumpe die for.. 10 years? or less..

anyhoo, baru2 ni he added me kat Facebook..and we chatted..
so today..he texted me ajak gi breakfast.. so i was like ok..bangun la at 10am.. i cant remember when was the last time i bangun awal nak gi breakfast kat luar..

usually kalau kluar with my friends, i usually tipu ckp dah siap (padahal baru lepas mandi) and suruh they pick me up...so usually during the time diorg amek tu la i siap2..

but.. today the concept is inapplicable.. sebab he's my neighbour n perjalanan to my house tak smpai 5 secs...

so he picked me up.. n the funny past is, we had this mutual awkwardness mase jumpe..well atleast i was awkward.. nak salam ke nak hug ke nak cheek to cheek ke..hahah.. we just shook hand.. =)

so we went to Oldtown Permata (BAD SERVICE!!) and basically updated each other as to whats been happening in our life so far...

it was great dpt meet him again.. actually he planned to balik Germany on the 3rd of Oct.. went to KLIA only to realize that he has bought the ticket dated 3rd August..hahaha..

so he has to stay another week here..

he's leaving to Germany tomorrow..

so..amir, see u when i see u! keep in touch ok!

till then, take care my childhood friend! =)

...

2009-10-03T18:24:00.011+08:00

"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can’t control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That’s what it was like for me. I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it." -The Notebook

..to whom it may concerned..

sofea qalesya

2009-09-23T04:56:00.007+08:00

this is sofea aka Toya. my niece. die vain. sangat.

MIRROR-FREAK!

tak tau ikut sape.. aunty die tak vain pon hahahaha..

n sgt comel! tu confirm ikut aunty die hehe..

weird & funny phobia list

2009-09-19T14:56:00.005+08:00

Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single
Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.
Cyberphobia- Fear of computers or working on a computer
Cypridophobia- Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease. (safe sex!)
Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school. (gile pemalas weh dan2 je)
Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers.
Geliophobia- Fear of laughter.
Genophobia- Fear of sex. (mormons!)
Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old. (takleh blk kmpung raya jumpe atuk nenek!)
Heterophobia- Fear of the opposite sex
Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia- Fear of long words.(name die pon dah panjang)
Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.(hahahahahahah)
Kinetophobia or Kinesophobia- Fear of movement or motion.(suitable for istana nye horseguard)
Mageirocophobia- Fear of cooking.(haha alasan je neh..)
Nostophobia- Fear of returning home.( lepas buat salah confirm taknak balik la..)
Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother.
Panophobia or Pantophobia- Fear of everything.(haha senang citer sume takut)
Parthenophobia- Fear of virgins or young girls.
Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love
Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking.(hmmm..)
Pharmacophobia- Fear of drugs.(belia benci dadah!)
Potophobia- Fear of alcohol. (belia benci arak?)
Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles.(anita swk's type of phobia.. hehe kidding)
Soceraphobia- Fear of parents-in-law.
Syngenesophobia- Fear of relatives
Testophobia- Fear of taking tests. (bole tak gune justification ni plzzz..)
Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing.(haha bojel all the way)
Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women.

click here to view the phobia list.

mengapa perempuan menangis

2009-09-17T17:15:00.004+08:00

Suatu ketika, ada seorang anak laki-laki yang bertanya pada ibunya.
"Ibu, mengapa Ibu menangis?"..
Ibunya menjawab, "Sebab aku wanita".
"Aku tak mengerti" kata si anak lagi.
Ibunya hanya tersenyum dan memeluknya erat. "Nak, kamu memang tak akan pernah mengerti...."

Kemudian anak itu bertanya pada ayahnya. "Ayah, mengapa Ibu menangis?, Ibu menangis tanpa sebab yang jelas".
Ayah menjawab, "Semua wanita memang sering menangis tanpa alasan".
Hanya itu jawaban yang bisa diberikan ayahnya.

Sampai kemudian si anak itu menjadi remaja, ia tetap bertanya-tanya, mengapa wanita menangis. Hingga pada suatu malam, ia bermimpi dan bertanya kepada Tuhan,
"Ya Allah, mengapa wanita mudah sekali menangis?"

Dalam mimpinya ia merasa seolah Tuhan menjawab,
"Saat Kuciptakan wanita, Aku membuatnya menjadi sangat utama.
Kuciptakan bahunya,agar mampu menahan seluruh beban dunia dan isinya, walaupun juga bahu itu harus cukup nyaman dan lembut untuk menahan kepala bayi yang sedang tertidur.

Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk dapat melahirkan dan mengeluarkan bayi dari rahimnya, walau kerap berulangkali ia menerima cerca dari anaknya itu.

Kuberikan keperkasaan yang akan membuatnya tetap bertahan, pantang menyerah saat semua orang sudah putus asa.

Kuberikan kesabaran untuk merawat keluarganya walau letih, walau sakit, walau lelah, tanpa berkeluh kesah.

Kuberikan wanita, perasaan peka dan kasih sayang untuk mencintai semua anaknya dalam kondisi dan situasi apapun. Walau acapkali anak-anaknya itu melukai perasaan dan hatinya. Perasaan ini pula yang akan memberikan kehangatan pada bayi-bayi yang mengantuk menahan lelap. Sentuhan inilah yang akan memberikan kenyamanan saat didekap dengan lembut olehnya.

Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk membimbing suaminya melalui masa-masa sulit dan menjadi pelindung baginya. Sebab bukannya tulang rusuk yang melindungi setiap hati dan jantung agar tak terkoyak.

Kuberikan kepadanya kebijaksanaan dan kemampuan untuk memberikan pengertian dan menyadarkan bahwa suami yang baik adalah yang tak pernah melukai istrinya. Walau seringkali pula kebijaksanaan itu akan menguji setiap kesetiaan yang diberikan kepada suami agar tetap berdiri sejajar, saling melengkapi dan saling menyayangi.

Dan akhirnya Kuberikan ia air mata agar dapat mencurahkan perasaannya. Inilah yang khusus Kuberikan kepada wanita, agar dapat digunakan kapan pun ia inginkan. Hanya inilah kelemahan yang dimiliki wanita, walaupun sebenarnya air mata ini adalah air mata kehidupan".

this article is from someone else's blog. pinjam =)
dedicated to syepah, ajin, kamal, aifaa, borgy n azraa and those who always wonder y do women cry..

thank u

2009-09-13T01:43:00.003+08:00

for being so heartless..

k-pop

2009-09-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

few of my friends sgt ter over influenced by koreans..
sometimes i think they forget their nationality..haha
eveyday tgk korean movies, pastu nangis,
hafal korean songs, n sgt update with koreans' stuffs
pastu blajar ckp korea!
two of them is going to korea this nov..
nuur will be staying for 2 weeks..
borgy will be staying for A MONTH!!..

just now met with borgy with her sad face..
so after investigating n interrogating i found out that she was crying over satu laki korea ni..

ade satu group ni called 2PM, n jay park or jaebeom is the leader.(then)
he was recruited straight away from US, unlike the rest of the members..
so tak tau ckp korea tak tau the culture n etc..
he made a comment kat myspace mcm kutuk2 korea..
n tht was like few years ago..
now, sape tah found out about the comment..
and he is forced to resign n now balik US..
ps-jika salah facts, sile bagitau =)

borgy mmg nampak macam org baru break up haha..
read her blog www.borgembira.blogspot.com

and as a friend i signed the petition for the korean guy.. www.petitionspot.com/petitions/supportleaderjaypark

sian borgy....
xoxo

lalalalalalala

2009-08-28T23:58:00.002+08:00

"i want u to want me
i need you to need me
i'd love you to love me
im begging you to beg me.."
-letters to cleo

lalalalalalala

ps-mugkin sy sedih..tapi ni bukan lagu sedih..tapi lagu la jugak..tapi bukan sebab sedih..tapi erk pape la...

a confession

2009-08-28T23:48:00.003+08:00

mama : nape dalam keta adek ade botol air? tadi tak puase ke?

me : (damn) huh? oh ingat kan ari ni peewee takle puase..so bwk air gi class.. tapi tak peewee pulak..

mama : tapi kenape air dlm tu tinggal sikit je?

me : tadi mmg bawak sikit je..

mama : .....

think sheera think!

me : ma nak gi terawih kul brape dah lambat dah ni..

mama : oh? ok bye!!

fuhhhhhhh...

oh perempuan

2009-08-27T16:43:00.004+08:00

a friend told me that
a woman is normal for only 1 week..
*normal means nice =p
the rest is the period of PMS
PRE menstual syndrome
PRESENT menstrual syndrome
POST menstrual syndrome..

i guess she's rite..

i dont think i need to explain what the sydrome is all about kan..
interrelated terms = bitchy, super emotional, over sensitive,will definitely makes her partner feels like shit (according to anum)
hahahaha..

ps- today's favourite word = SNAP
pps- nak cheesy wedges sgt2..
ppps - SLAMAT BERPUASA!!

jenny oh jenny

2009-08-23T23:37:00.007+08:00

-BEFORE-

-AFTER-

congratulation SHEERA !
u have reached level 15 for increasing your hardworking level by cleaning your car boot!!

ps- my car jenny dah bersih! jumpe cicak (hahahah), coins rm 2.70 (yeay!), and buku LPA (which i tot dah hilang and already bought a new one and now i have two)..

ecah kelakar

2009-08-22T10:42:00.006+08:00

i was feelin very down lastnite..
i refused to stay at home..
then saw my mom ironing something.

"mama nak gi ane?"
"terawih la.."
.
.
"nak ikut."
"HAH??"
i swear to god she screamed and macam terhentak kan iron
hahahahah

i could see the excitement from my mom's face..
yela anak die ni rajin pulak nak nak ngikut2..

she was very excited she took out her collection of telekung,

"ok ni ade telekung yang baru ..or u want to use that one? oh yang ni pon ok jugak tak panas.."

"ma..mane2 pon boleh"

"oh ok..n nak gune bag mane? ade bag tak? mama ade bag ni..or yang ni nak? ni boleh letak banyak barang?"

"ma..tak kesah..."

then she started to tutoring me like "ok nanti hp switch to silent mode k, n kalau tak tau niat arb, niat melayu je, pastu nanti bla bla bla..."
"MA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

she's funny...

hari yang tak banyak keje

2009-08-19T20:10:00.006+08:00

arini best.

xde assignment kene hantar.

xde presentation.

xde test Evidence.

sgt best.

sgt tak kelam kabut.

tak bz.

pc tak kene virus.

Sile terbalikkan maksud semua ayat-ayat di atas.
(15 markah)

haaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh...penattttttt...
ari ni otak saye bekerja nonstop..
ngan aifaa n syefah..
byk sgt keje smpai kitorang bengong..
tu yang case of Datuk Tan Leng Tek jadi Tan TekTek..hahahaha..

lapppppaaarrrrrrr.....
jom makan korang...

oh ya bende paling best...
ive formatted the PC since last week..
but due to whatever reasons ntah sound sume prob...
takle dgr ape2...
ameng kate kene download motherboard la soundcard la whatever la..
n ive tried everything sume tak bole..
i actually have given up n planned to antar kedai..
but today i found out that....
WIRE SPEAKER TAK PASANG............

sheera bijak pandai terimakasih.

totally langsi..r

2009-08-08T11:17:00.005+08:00

me n wani have always been treated like a guy..
me : mr.ber wani : gem
we almost talk like the guys pon..
in the group, rina is still considered as a girl coz she is new!
they'll get inside u rin its a matter of time hehe
lastnite we decided to have a girly2 dinner..
we have to behave like a girly2 style..
hahaha..it was hilarious!

gem : langsi gile!
me : no gem.. totally langsi! ke langsi tu bad word? totally langsir!! hahaha

nak ckp "bodo"..tapi kene macam "ure silly girl!"
hahaha

tapi kitorng takde la "laki" sgt..
the guys actually are teaching us to be emotionally stronger..
so that we can handle the..hmm..real world?
on the plus side, we tak cepat terasa and we always know a guy's view or perception on something..
love them to bits..

rin is sitting on the couch..still can act like a lady..
me n gem dah mcm monyet kat blakang tu hahaha

a girly2 dinner..k takde la girly sgt but we tried ok! hehe
ameng tu..hmm...he dropped by..die memang takle biarkan kitorang have fun without him..
ameng aka alexandria.. nak name sedap je..

sayang korang!

untitled

2009-08-06T20:11:00.002+08:00

"sorry seems to be the hardest word~"

Multiple Personal Disorder

2009-08-05T23:29:00.004+08:00

sheera #1 : ape kate kite buat notes nak?
sheera #2 : tapi buku dlm kete..mcm jauh je..
sheera #1 : dude! takde jauh mane kot! parking dpn umah je!
sheera #2 : ye la..nak turun tangga, jalan gi pintu, pakai slipper, jalan gi kete lagi..jauh kan..
sheera # 1 : (ROLLING EYES)
sheera #2 : k k jap k..lpas dah tak tau nak wat pe internet ni kite gi turun amek buku ok...

sheera #1 : weh kate nak wat notes..
sheera # 2: jap la.. cookies ni tak abis lagi.. tgh tunggu mr boyfriend online jap..
sheera #1 : mcm baru kenal je kan die tu..kate je nak online..pukul 20 mlm pon tak online2..
sheera #2 : takla.. die ok la...
sheera #1 : baik buat notes..
sheera # 2 : k k k 10 mins!

sheera #1 : helllloooooooo...are u aware that tests are around the corner??
sheera #2 : yesss...i am also in this corner.. and im assuming me n tests r in the same one..
sheera #1 : gi amek buku skarang boleh tak....
sheera #2 : hehe..jap jap 5 mins je..

sheera #1 : dah lambat dah ni..esok class at 9 am.. tido awal bgn awal..
sheera #2 : laaa...kene tido dah? baru nak amek buku... k la jom tido!

gem n her tears..

2009-08-05T11:55:00.009+08:00

wani a.k.a gem cried yesterday..
sebab? Apit n Ameng (not a suprise)..
tho they blamed me for jadi the punca i totally disagreed
and i successfully claimed my innocence!!

Ameng was the one who started to bukak cerite..
something about wani..
and he used my name n twisted the story altogether..
i was like WTF!
disebabkan rakan-rakan sebaya(ok tak sebaya sgt) semuanya batu-batu api belaka, they were like "tak baik owh ber" "ber kuang ajar owh" and etc..
(oh ya..they call me ber.. as in beron/beronica konon2 nye..)
so i terus defended myself n told the real story..
Ameng was the devil behind the story..
and Apit, being himself, ade je bende nak nyampuk n menanbah2..
dah la sume org still ketawa2 bout the story,
apit said "weh nanti gem nangis owh"
and everyone laughed..
gelak gelak gelak suddenly gem bangun n left the table...
semua terdiam n forced apit n ameng to go pujuk..

sesetan2 mereka, they have a good side..they went to gem's house n tried to pujuk her..
n they lived happily ever after..hehe

ps-sorry gak gem....u know ber tak salah kan...but u know, spending time with Ameng banyak sgt tu yg kadang2 terAmeng tu... hehe sorry hugs hugs~

pps-ameng, u owe me more KitKat!!!

keep in mind that.... (Part 1)

2009-08-03T22:34:00.006+08:00

1. NEVER TRUST AMENG WITH YOUR SECRETS. NEVER. EVER.

2. JGN UP BLACK LEBIH2. AND GEM.. THE GUYS ARE BATU API HAHAHA

3. IF YOU HAVE A NICE LIGHTER, KEEP IT IN YOUR POCKET OR BAGS. DO NOT PUT IT ON THE TABLE. GONE IN 15 SECS.

4. DO NOT TAKE OFF YOUR SLIPPER/SHOES TIME TENGAH LEPAK. GONE IN 10 SECS.

5. HAIR IS FLAMMABLE. VERY FLAMMABLE. DO NOT TRUST APIT (OR ANYONE) WITH A LIGHTER

small n malfunction

2009-07-22T19:26:00.004+08:00

think before u talk.
think - requires fuctional brain.

TAU TAU..OTAK BURUNG UNTA LEBIH KECIL DARIPADA MATANYA!
tapi burung unta ni tak bercakap..

TAU TAK.. OTAK ADE SORANG NI, LAGI KECIL DARI KELIMUMUR DI RAMBUTNYA!
sebab tu die ckp suke hati di je.

some ppl just dont grow up.
P.I.T.Y

im just saying

something stupid like....

2009-07-21T11:42:00.003+08:00

sometimes
u know ure doing something stupid,
with open eyes,
willingly,
under no coercion nor duress,
maybe state of mind tak betul sikit or else u wont be doing the stupid thing kan,
BUT,
u somehow refuse to stop..

KENAPEKAH...

she just misses him so

2009-07-11T12:33:00.005+08:00

as she sleeps
she feels his hands slips
hugs her from behind just the way she likes it
she hears him say '" dont worry"
"im always here for my baby"
eyes are closed,
she takes a deep breath and smiles
she feels her tears flow
cuz she know she's alone
she just misses him so..

now i know why

2009-06-05T17:06:00.000+08:00

u said that no one in this world can be trusted
as much as i agreed, now i know why you said that
because you yourself cannot be trusted.

u said that all girls in this world are the same
this one i disagreed, but now i know why you said that
because you, my dear, do not differ from the rest of the guys in this world.

thank u for today.

im just saying..

new york remains in my dream =)

2009-05-29T21:30:00.001+08:00

just got back from new york..
SANGAT BEST!!!
stayed there for 15 days..
my best 15 days ever..

gonna miss evertything.. esp DARREN (hihi blushing)
a guy i met in a park..he was taking his dog for a walk..
or more like teaching him to be a cupid..
coz the dog came up to me with a paper with his num in his mouth..
ssssshhhhwwweeeeeettt........ (tho the paper was a bit torn dah kene gigit2)
bla bla bla then we kinda seeing each other..yup for 13 days only haha

the best thing was on my 5th day..
went makan at Usher's (usher raymond) restaurant!!
and very very very lucky me he was there!!!!!!!
and and and... he was with BEYONCE!!!!!
and millions of paparazzi as well...
i went to the toilet for a while and to my suprise she was hiding in there..
so we talked.. and she invited me to a party at her place..
and i went!!

there i met usher, Mariah Carey, Jay z, other Destiny's child, Frankie J, Justin Timberlake, William n Fergie, Ciara, even the ting-tings, katie holmes n tom, brad n angie...
ok ni dah nampak menipu sgt kan...

mmg tipu pon..
hahahah..

life saye sgt boring lately. penat.keje.pegi court.balik office.pegi meeting.balik office.balik malam.tido. setiap hari.sgt menarik.tidak!
miss mereka.miss lepak.karaoke.miss sume.i hate to be left out.
jadi saya mereka cerita konon2 life sy gempak. newyork,darren,anjing die, dan seterusnye sume rekaan semata2.

thank u readers for membace cerita yg menggempakkan hidup saye! haha

xoxo

just a lady..a dramatic one.. =p

2009-05-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

have u ever felt like crying..for no reason?
k la takde lah for no reason sgt dah mcm gile plak tgh2 makan nangis, tgh2 mandi nangis...
haha
but sometimes* i just feel like crying..
then starting to torture my self, not physically of coz, but by way of u know, listening to sad songs, flipping old albums, reminiscing all the memories, missing those who ive not seen or heard for a long time, regretting the way i treat some ppl n all that jazz..
n i start to cry my eyeballs out..
*especially when im having my PeeWee yela time tu kan hormon tak betol sket..

during PeeWee mmg la sume org moody..
lucky me i dont suffer from the cramps.. never..
n i tak moody to anyone... ini adalah general rule..
exception to mr boyfriend.. hehe
ade je tak kene.. he cakap sikit i bengang la hang up on him la taknak jumpe la etc.. haha..
he called me 'sheera kepala angin' one day..hahaha
im sorry baby..

but dont u agree girlfriend just have high expectation from the boyfriend?
like expect him to suprise her at work,
or when merajuk we hope that he actually datang rumah
or u know all those sweet lil things..
pastu bile tak meet the expectation = frustration.

DONT BLAME US! BLAME ALL THE CHICK FLICKS!!
chick flicks give u false hopes!!
it would be like, "y the guy in A Walk to Remember can literally take the girl to be in two places at one time n fulfill her wishes and y is it so hard for u to even write me a sweet notes???"
reminder-nice sweet guys only exist in the movies.

k la ade la few in real life.. re-read the word 'few' 10 times ok.. =)

xoxo

im just saying..

lawyer to be..

2009-05-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

last week was a very tiring week..
it was my first week at the firm...
damn bullied by all the lawyers..
hehehe...

but this is the first time i enjoy my work..
ive been attached to 2 firms before but this one is the best..
everyone there is very very very friendly n fun..
n i have a very coooool boss...

tapi tu la..balik kalau tak malam tak sah...
busy mcm lawyer betol..
if only i get paid like a real lawyer (plz boss read my blog) hehehe

n somehow i could picture my self in the future..
keje keje keje..
missing out evrything.. friends.. parties..gatherings..even families..
mr boyfriend pon smtimes bising y am i still in the office malam2..
hmmm..

mr boss once asked me do i have a steady realationship
i asked back why..
he said "cuz u might have to prepare urself with so-called defence as u would eventually gaduh cuz u wont have time with anyone or anything else.."
and i found out one lawyer broke up with his 4 years girlfriend cuz the girl could not stand the life of a practising lawyer..
hmmmmmm.....

TAKNAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!

"hello Tadika, ade keje kosong tak?????"
hehe

anyhoo, thanks to bonyo cuz introduced me to the firm...
and mr boyfriend..thanks for the support n sgt understanding...
(eh mr boyfriend,werent u the one who called the office to check up on me??? hehehe)

n did i tell u im gonn meet up with the PM this wed? woot woot!! thanks boss!

but weekend was great..
me n mr boyfriend tido makan dvd tido swim tido makan dvd swim makan tido makan swim dvd... (ini adalah exaggeration)
oh ya while babysitting my niece..
sgt relaxing (except the part yg kene babysit hehe)..

xoxo

best saturday nite ever

2009-05-03T03:54:00.001+08:00

ive cleaned up my room,

rearranged my wardrobe
first, colour coordinated..
then, arranged from paling sopan to paling tak sopan..
then decided colour coordination-better!

arranged all my effing thick law books,

re-read all the mags,

online, facebooking,blogging,etc..

then realized...it was saturday nite.
home (and bored) on saturday nite..hmmmm...

"ameng yamp jom"
"rtr, japgi sampai"

its 1.30 am,
me n my guy friends (Ameng, Meong, Odeng) went to yap kwan seng..
took out my ciggie n put it on the table,
i looked around.. n there he was..
the last person i wanted to bump into..
mr boyfriend's father.. Mr White.. sitting right behind me..

did i mention it was 1.30 am n i was with 3 guys..
YES.
just the way i wanted my Mr.White to see the other side of me..
SIGH~

Meong n Odeng were assigned the duty to keep an eye on Mr White..
Ameng was assigned..hmm..useless friend..keep on kantoikan me..
He kept on staring at Mr White cuz he said he admired the hair..haha
Me? Wishing n hoping n praying that he didnt see me..
Actually i think he already did..
Then they told me Mr.White was salam-salaming with his friends..

"Ameng jom gi toilet NOW!!"
I didnt want his father lalu my table n see me..clearly..
Reluctantly, Ameng followed me (more like lari with me) to the toilet n we, eh, i, hid in there till Mr.white left.

for the first time in my life i asked my self,
"mane la my kawan2 pompuan ????"

--alwi baby, his mom n his dad (Mr White-now u know why =p)--

dear uncle,
i know it was late, but those guys are just friends..
they.. hmm.. needed my help.. (erk)
i swear i love your son..=)

sorry baby..but i think ur dad didnt see me..
promise pas ni i balik umah awal..

she needs to know..

2009-04-29T11:54:00.000+08:00

dear all the men in the world...

there is a reason (at least one reason) why u r with the person u r now.
dont u think she needs to know what the reason is?

maybe she lightens up ur day
maybe she makes ur problems fade away
dont u think she needs to know that?

maybe she makes u happy like no other
or u love being yourself whenever ure with her
dont u think she needs to know that?

maybe cause how she makes u laugh
or how her kiss is never enough
dont u think she needs to know that?

well i think she does!
maybe she already knows.
but maybe she needs to hear it from u.
it doesnt hurt to remind her once in awhile.
(or maybe tell her for the first time)
oh yeah..i forgot..the ego..

or maybe..she is no different with the others.
wait no..she doesnt need to know that.

lets talk bout sex!

2009-04-26T00:57:00.000+08:00

no lets talk bout something else first...
then we'll talk bout sex..

feeling insecure.
first n foremost, i heard (from a friend who was told by a reliable friend who was told by you yourself) that u r feeling insecure....
hahahaha i laughed my head off..
(now pon my head is still missing coz i laughed too loud die tercampak jauh haha)
thats definitely not a suprise dah-ling...
u should feel insecure..
especially when it involves his/her 'beloved' ex..

now lets talk about sex..
no no..
lets talk about drugs..

i smoke..(which i kno i shd stop but, like i say, those ciggies will find me eventually =p)
but a big NO to drugs..
chemical ke.. from nature whtsoever ke...
NO. period.
funny this morning smone called and asked me how to get a pack of K.
havent u heard miss?
saye sgt sgt sgt sgt anti dadah.
im surrounded by these..i dont wanna say addicts..
cuz some of them takla addicted mane..
hmm nature-lover? drugs consumer? ape ape la..
and ive seen most of them suffered (n still suffering)..n taken away..
i definitely dont want this to happen to my loved ones..
sbb tu sy tak suke..sbb sy sayang mereka..

just my opinion..
tapi if u still want it to suke hati la..

ok now about sex...
hmm i lied..
takde cerita unsur2 18SX disini.. =p

im just saying

pesanan penaja

2009-04-22T01:28:00.000+08:00

peringatan..

jika anda ingin memberikan thumbdrive atau handphone atau laptop atau ape2 sahaja milik peribadi anda kepada teman wanita atau teman lelaki,
sila pasti kan ia bersih..

bersih bermaksud..
tiada gambar2 atau video perempuan atau lelaki lain
kenalan, kawan atau stranger..
berpakaian atau tidak berpakaian..
(walaupun gambar atau video bertarikh zaman tok kaduk)

pesanan penaja.

mr bestfriend..
insecure? attention seeker?
whatever u wanna call it..
i have the right to feel and act the way i did kan??

luckily mista i dont like to marah2..
but doesnt mean i dont feel anything ok..
whatever ur reasons or justifications are..
it is all in what u do..
i dont ask tht much do i...

well apart from that..
im loving every bits of everything..
love alwi.. cant get enough of him..
love chillaweyh.. gonna miss the frenziness..movie friday!!
love the guys.. my advisors n pengkritik terhebat

missing someone badly..
im just saying..

its all about trust

2009-04-13T02:12:00.000+08:00

what would u do if someone told u bout his/her past?

and what would u do if someone told his/her bout your past?

and what if the things they said are all lies?

lets prove them wrong..

but lets start with a thing called trust..

im just saying..

pinky promise

encik-encik sekalian

2009-04-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

encik kepala..
jgn pening2 ok..
yeah i know i should slow down on the caffein..
esp tongkat ali..(yes i drink ali it keeps me awake n alert n makes me feel so..Ali..)
but its exam period kan..
tak minum = ngantuk = tak study..
or maybe i think too much?
anyway, sorry encik kepala..

encik paru-paru..
i know i cant see how u look like..
but i know u smakin hitam..
if they make fair n lovely for 'lung whitening', i swear i ll buy for u..
yeah i should slow down on the ciggie..
but the scarrrey pictures kat the ciggie packet do not seem to give me any effect..
except than i have to pay extra 10 cent now (asik naik harga je)
n except that i have to spend more time at the counter choosing for gambar yg paling tak scary..
sorry encik paru-paru..

encik perut..
kenapekah?????
how many times do i have to tell u that whenever i makan, let the foods pass sampai bawah..
jgn tahan the foods!
now u see what has happened to u...
besar besar lagi besar!
dont make me lipo u hehe

now encik mata..
jgn keluar air byk sangat ok...
u know i dont drink air kosong..at all...
u want me to kene dehydration ke??
ke u wanna see air teh o ais yg kuar?
so dont be a crybaby ok..

encik hati..
jgn sakit sakit tau...
nanti encik mata kluar air..
i know how u r feeling lately..
anyway, ull be fine..

wow.. sume encik? sume my body part lelaki!!
hahaha..
it must be the tongkat ali!
i should check ehem.... stagi kang tumbuh....hahahahaha

later~
xoxo

monolog dalaman

2009-04-10T00:38:00.000+08:00

dear sheera,

sila belajar!!!
sila turun bwh sekarang n bukak buku!! bukak dan bace ye..
dont la affected by all the fucked up things happen...
yes they hit u right they hit u hard.
but u know everything happens for a reason kan..
n u know there is more to life kan..
jadi sile la cari concentration anda yg hilang gi mane tah..
tgh final exam ni...
then kan nak gi race (eventhough tau kalah) n BBQ pas exam..
so tahan siket ok sheera oi...
biarkan mereka..
whatever ure feeling inside, just smile n be happy..
u know u got a lot of reasons to be happy for..
and a lot of ppl to be happy with..

gile muhasabah diri..haha
ps-my dear alwi, sorry emo smalam..

its a war

2009-04-08T10:46:00.001+08:00

final exam is the best time to wage war?
haha...
its officially declared...
BONYO KAMAL N ZACH bersatu menegakkan kebenaran..
eh i think ramai lagi..
in order to reveal the truth..to those lies that had been spread-BY A LADY!
no more peaceful means huh guys?
hehe love u guys still.
i had fun reading ur blog Zach n Bonyo.. Kamal?? hehe

as for me, i ll support them..
im kinda close to the Lady but i heard she made false stories about me as well...
but they dont believe all the bullshits..
they know us better rite bonyo kamal zach melo n others affected...
she is just trying to bring us down..

CHEERS TO FRIENDSHIP!

she loves humiliation

2009-04-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

Nat Q,
u've seen them laughing
u've seen them arguing
u've seen them here n there
u've seen them now n then...

yet u still do wht u're doing..
thing u've once did..
thing u've once humiliated for..

dont u know he talks bad about u?
and..u were with his bestfriend too? heh
miss pass-around now?
r u stupid?
or just muke tak malu..
maybe both..
i pity u really i do....

maybe ur proper life is boring..
wait, not maybe.. ur life IS boring..
so u seek for some challenges..
wanting for more excitement? or humiliation?

get a life stoooopid

u just give more reasons for ppl to hate u.. heh..

im just saying..

april fools me..

2009-04-02T04:12:00.000+08:00

hello April!!
today i made few pranks on my friends..PUNK'D!!
tapi blom pape dah kantoi..coz they said takde sape dah suke buat keje2 camtu..hahaha
i swear ppl..alwi was the mastermind!! marah die!!!

later that nite.. went to kfc wangsa maju.. then main playground..
ye..saye tak cukup main time kecik..
then dropped by at my friend's (apit musuh negara) house..
then balik..
reached home baru sedar my handphone is gone.. YES..

i think my fooled friend's prayers crossed at path..
doa org teraniaya dimakbulkan..

cari dlm kereta..takde..
call apit..takde..
pegi balik KFC nye playground..ADE!!
alhamdulillah terjumpe kat atas bende kuda ade spring2 tu hahahahaha
trime kasih udin kerana menepuk dahi saye berkali2...
trime kasih org2 kat KFC kerana tak nampak the phone..hehe
sorry mr boyfriend susahkan u..

anyway, looking back bulan-bulan lepas..
reminiscing all the memories..
realizing the fact that i had started this year with a new chapter of life altogether.
its kinda tough if u knw wht id had been thru..
everybody knows..but nobody REALLY knows..
but i dont wanna look back and regret..
la tahzan sheera la tahzan..
i consider everything as experiences..
just phases of life..

but for now, as far as im concerned.. i am doin just fine..
thanks to those ppl who always be there to make me happy and make me think there's more to life...

this is me..according to the test..

2009-03-31T03:40:00.000+08:00

my personality test result = sanguine - The Extrovert | The Talker | The Optimist

STRENGTHS

Appealing personality (aiceh...)
Talkative, Storyteller (ye ye slalu kena marah with the lecturer)
Life of the Party (where my party ppl at? hehe)
Good sense of humor
Physically holds on to listener
Emotional and demonstrative
Enthusiastic and expressive
Cheerful and bubbling (riang ria ribena!) hehe buat pe sedih2 ni..
Curious (i am a what if-er kind of person)
Good on stage (on bed? haha)
Wide-eyed and innocent
Lives in the present (wht past is past)
Changeable disposition
Sincere at heart
Always a child ( where's my ice cweeeem??)
Turns disaster into humor (agreed! kena ragut n injured but still tergelak2)
Makes friends easily
Loves People (and animal!!)
Thrives on compliments
Seems exciting (seems?? memang la..haha)
envied by others
Doesn't hold grudges
apologizes quickly (but not easily forget)
Prevents dull moments
Likes spontaneous activities

WEAKNESSES

Too happy for some (happy pon weakness ke??)
Cant remember names (what do u mean ur name is not aimie?)
Has restless energy
Egotistical (tak pon..tipu tipu)
Naive, gets taken in
Controlled by circumstances
Would rather talk
forgets obligations (what obligation? hehe)
Doesn't follow through (better lead than follow hehe)
Confidence fades fast
Undisciplined
Priorities out of order
Decides by feelings
Easily distracted (yes..by alwi..and other cute guys hehe)
Wastes time talking (ended up tak buat keje)
Hates to be alone (SANGAT BETOL!!!)
Needs to be center stage
Wants to be popular (hmmm...gambar kat pool maybe? haha)
Looks for credit
dominates conversation
Fickle and forgetful (BETOL JUGak!!)
Makes excuses
Repeats stories (ASTRO MAX?)

OneIshy.com-what's urs?

i dont give a middle finger!

2009-03-30T12:12:00.000+08:00

they say that he’s wrong; they say that he’s no good
Leave him alone cause he’s gonna hurt you
But what they dont’t know is how he makes me feel

they say that he creeps; always running the streets
He’s playing the game and he’ll never love me
they say that he’s fake then why does it feel so real

they say i can’t trust him because he been locked up
they say that he’s trouble cause he out in the strip club
But they were young once so they should understand

they say that they know; say they’ve been a witness
they say it’s for sho; say he’s got a mistress
Until they can show me I’m gonna stand by him

No matter what they say I ain’t going nowhere
No matter what they think I’m gon always be there

No matter what they are hearing it’s all in the past
No matter what they are feeling this love is gon last

general knowledgeless

2009-03-26T16:19:00.000+08:00

some of my friends pegi the interview today..
mine is scheduled next month..
what a relief...
kalau ari ni interview, memang la tak prepare ape2 langsung..
dah la will b interviewed by the synical AG himself (so they'd said)..

dahla nak kna blajar balik everything from the beginning..haishh..
pastu dah la lack of general knowledge..
smalam baru start bace paper dah kene gelak with bonyo n kamal..
(mmg patut pon kna gelak coz sampai hari ni, paper smalm tak abis2 bace lagi haha)

i can imagine how it would be like if my interview hari ni.....

Whats ur opinion about the current economic situation in our country?
--- (bunyi cengkerik)
about PPMSI?
---(bunyi cengkerik lagi)
Whats ur interest then?
---Alwi.. hah tak kenal?? oh..hmmm.. i know! law!
Law? so what do u think about the judicial system today?
--- (bunyi cengkerik 1 min then i pretend kene seizure)

hahaha...tolong la jgn jadi like that..

anyway goodluck syepah, melo, keen, aifaa, anum and others..
lets bring the chilaweyh to the upper level hahaha

doctor kaki.. n feelings?

2009-03-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

my friends went to somewhere in slayang where they did the reflexology thing-and get their horoscope for free.. WOW
i know reflexology can help in diagnosing health problems..but personal problem pon bole??

then one friend of mine told me wht the makcik (imported from indon) told him..
" she said im always like this n that....."
well mista..that one u datang kat i pon i can tell..
no charges..but of course without touching your feet whatsoever...

then another friend of mine (yg tak pasal2 concern) asked the makcik bout me..
she said.. errrr...something..which is suprisingly true..
yg klakarnye bout my encik boyfriend pon ade..
makcik stalk kitorang eh??? ohhh patutla..hehe

but my point here is-how far do u believe what others predict bout you, ur future n etc..
me my self is addicted to horoscope..but i dont believe it entirely..
mane yg macam best percaye..
yang tak best tu seboleh2 in denial... haha
for fun boleh la kot..
(but it surely bugs u somehow kan)

makcik tu punye buku..only its in indon's version..hehe JK..

happy me =)

2009-03-21T04:50:00.000+08:00

nape saye happy today??

1. tido lame gile.. best best.. tu yg tak le tido now.. aishh..thank u hujan!

2. i got an interview kat AG Chambers!! hmm nak keje govt ke taknak??? chewah dapat pon blum tau lagi... thank u nuur n melo for the info!

3. i think i kurus than yesterday. thank u diri sendiri!

4. alwi shah. nuff said. thank u budak gemok!!

the chillaweyh

2009-03-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

im in the final year when everyone is lagi rapat with each other..
we have our own clique "the chillaweyh"
haha poyo je..
then we call the juniors "the chilake".. hahaha

supposedly dh final year ni buat la mcm final year..
we have tons n tons of works to do (compared with other sems)
macam amazing race dah kat my campus everyone running around antar assignment..
but still, everyweek ade je plan...
karaoke la movie la rollerblade la..
BUT.........................................

its hard when Mr.Past is in that cirlcle of friend..
its like etime we have plan i have to know whether he's going or not..
if he is then im not..n vice versa..
now im kidda missing a lot of things..
i cn just tgk from the pics n vids..

ni they plan to buat BBQ.. after finals..
at my house.. hmmm..
bagaimanakah?
i cannot not to invite him..they'll invite him for sure..
but i dun wanna hurt anyone's feeling..
not his n not Mr.Boyfriend's especially..

lazy and loving it..

2009-03-10T17:41:00.001+08:00

final exam is around the corner..
but since die kat corner je, tu yg tak sedar2 lagi ni..

carried my effing thick text books all the way up with the intention to study..
saw the pc.. put the books on the iron board..
telling myself- online for 10 mins je ok..then study!!
and that was an hour ago..

n later nak jumpe rakan2 seperjuangan ameng n wawan..
study malam la ok..
eh no, malam baby kambing alwi is coming over...
hmm...start rajin esok la eh!!

PROSCRASTINATOR is my name..
u can call me lazy for short..
And in the spirit of procrastinatorship and laziness, i am here in front of the pc..telling myself..there's always tomorrow to study...

can i blame mama for the cause of my unproductive-ness??
mama..u shd have this pc, and the tv, locked in the storeroom!!
oh ya..do put my friends in there too.. and alwi ( irresistable major distraction)...
its not my fault that i am always distracted ok!

justification- online pon can gain knowledge rite..
tho not kind of knowledge they ask u in the exam but still...
found interesting facts today..
oh let me tell u.. i am a law student with lack of general knowledge..
general knowledgeless..hehe
yesterday asked mama to buy me newspapers..
konon nak bace..the newspaper ended up jadi lapik in ben's cage..
(ben is my baby monkey)
taik ben lagi pandai..hahahahaha

anyway, some interesting facts i found..

85% of men who cheated on their wives died during sexual intercourse.
if u were to spell out numbers, it will take u to count till 1000 to find the letter "A"
111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321

hmmm insteresting kan...

am i not beautiful?

2009-03-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

am i not beautiful to u?
must i wear the beautiful dress..
to match with the beautiful shoes..

must i be beautiful to your friends..
must i be beautiful to be their friend..
am i not beautiful to u..

family affairs

2009-03-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

last nite i picked up my mom at klia.. came back from Hongkong...
interesting part- she went there with my ex's mom... just the two of them..
thay have planed to go there upon me n my ex's advise
tapi byk plak bende jadi between us..
takkan nak cancel flight just because of us plak kan..
so ya..they went there..

funny?
weird?
interesting?
complicated?
awkward?
bodo?
all of the above?
u tell me..

i had to pick both of them and sent his mother home..
and drop by at his mom's place...makan at his mom's place..
even get a present from her..
Mr. F nape dulu rapat sgt???? now pelik tau!

but its a relief to know that they (mama n his mom) understand our situation..
n they are not expecting for us to work out pon..
plus they know i have learnt how to smile again from smone else...

sweeto im sorry i couldnt let u accompany me..
it would be weird kan with u n his mom in the same car..
like oh laki ni ke merosakkan rumah tangga anak aku n stuff..
hahahaha.. no she wouldnt think that way.. she knows..

tho i know i would be freakin out if i were in ur position...but dun worry ok (the least i can say)..
jgn pikir ngarut2 k anak kambing.. mama bought u a t-shirt =)

p/s - dapat byk brg from hongkong! woot! woot!

conflict of interest

2009-03-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

i dont like to hate ppl.. im not a hater.. chewah..
unless they do smthing to me then of coz la kna makian n kutukan dan cacian kan...
hahaha..

but there one girl that i..not hate..but i dislike..
for some reasons..
valid n reasonable reasons..
reasons which if u were in my shoes u wd definitely hate..err dislike her...

then a friend of mine..close friend indeed somehow fall for her..
but laki kan macam kurang berfikir sket..hehe..
dah tau i dont like her, nak tanye my opinion pulak..
but being a friend, i advice him as a friend la...
tho dalam hati tension gile..
yela coz u have to say stg good bout someone u dont like..
but for the sake of friendship kan..hmmm

slamat la ko kawan aku mr K..
Be happy k!!

bloody nurse

2009-02-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

my campus frequently ade blood-donating campaign..
anyone is able to donate their blood there..
i went there a couple of times before, but..
i didnt satisfy the weight requirement..
minimum was 45.. i was 43... ye saye kurus...dulu..

now that i am sure tht i am fat..
ehhh fatter la than before... so i went there again today!!
so i filled up the form..went to the counter..
praying "plz mr weightscale..saye nak buat benda baik ni"
(padahal nak fill up times cuz tak masuk class hahaha)

so i timbang n HELLYEAH! i am more than 45!! k la tak la more mane.. i am 46...
tak kesah la.. but i passed!!!

next counter, i was asked numerous question bout my health n everything..
funny thing was, ade one question she asked, and she literally covering her mouth with her hands n she whispered to my ear...
" multiple sexual partners? "
i answered "no comment"..
hehe takla.. of course la tak.. saye monogamy.. haha

then time utk melakukan amal jariah..
sit on the chair.. i was asked to relax while they did their things..
but!! this one particular nurse who was about to inject the long n big needle at my arms, keep on chatting with the other nurse...

nurse 1 : mane ko tau?
nurse 2 : sape lagi.. tadi diorang duk citer2..
nurse 1 : aku tak jumpe pun..tadi gi jusco cari pinggan tu tapi tak jumpe..

ye la..crite pasal pinggan kat jusco pulak....
hello nurse.. sile pandang ke sini dan focus okeh..
i am a future lawyer..take note! hahaha

but fortunately everything went well..
my friends were making fun of me duk panggil2" budak derma dara "
bengongkan.. memang i have many 'daras' to donate to those who takde...
hahahahaha..ok stop it.. hehe

dear readers, ini bukan cincau ye.. its definitely red in colour..camera's fault..hehe

kiss my ass!

2009-02-20T01:48:00.000+08:00

i m a student.. but im sure sume org in this world have had this feelings..
at work.. at home.. at school...
butt-kisser..
butt-licker..
or simply pembodek terlampau..

y are u always like that??

u laugh tho u know its not that funny pon..
u compliment tho its not that good pon..
u answer their questions tho u dont even kno the answer pon..

does it feel great to kiss other people's butt? sedapkah? masin? manis?
dapat ape pon? higher marks? show off?
so they can call ur name without looking at the attendance sheet??
higher marks and acknowledgment for wrong reasons la weh..

takpelah do ur thing k..
go kiss around..
we had fun laughing at you..

bengong = me = bengong

2009-02-18T10:20:00.000+08:00

ye saye bengong..bengong itu saye...
if u have done one (or more) of the following, join the club!!!

1. set alarm on the wrong day..end up tak bgn gi class..(like today) hehe

2. pakai bj terbalik.. (thank u syefah tegur aku..)

3. pakai kasut sebelah lain sebelah lain n walked around campus tak sedar till kena tegur ngn stranger.

4. masuk salah bilik , (thinking that it was mine)..n baring on the wrong bed in the wrong room (thinking that it was mine)

5. masuk salah class n only 10 mins after that i realized the lecturer n the subject is salah..

6. hilang hp in your own house.. and i had to wait for incoming calls so i can cari the phone..haha

7. hilang kunci (car keys, hse keys, any keys)
- jumpe dalam fridge
-jumpe dalam toilet
-jumpe kat dalam kereta kat the ignition punye tmpat
-jumpe kat pintu rumah
-cari carkeys for hours then teringat kereta kat workshop..

8. tak pegi class, then i called the lecturer (using my hp) to tell her i couldnt come coz i was looking for my missing handphone... (abis call die tu pakai ape bengong?) haha

9. oh ya..stakat terpeleot kaki tibe2 tu biase..

most of my friends dah totally understnd me...
once they provided me with map kat my campus so i wont get lost..
and now in the final year, still tak tau class kat mane..
n they wont b suprised if hilang barang this n that..

my justification ? I AM UNIQUE.. hehe

missing u my heroes

2009-02-18T02:38:00.000+08:00

today, i realized tht i have actually let 2 persons go (unwillingly)..
not because i want to... but because they had to go..
and tht is very frustating..thinking that u cannot do anything..
but looking at the bright side, its for their own good..

to the 1st person..
i miss u sangat2...
its totally different at home when u r not around...
n im tired trying to avoid being asked by ur friends ur whereabout..
i can only talk to u in april ( i think) in the mean time i have to wait...
n not to b sad when i pass ur empty room...
i really wanna go there n see u..
i hope u r doing fine.. dun b mad at me ok..
.

to the 2nd person..
u just left this morning..
i know it is just for a while... n its for your future kan..
but seriously i m not prepare (physically n mentally) to not having u around..
u kno how much i love ur hugs kan.. n other thigs as well.. (hehe)
n now im forcing myself not to fikir bout it, or ill be sad..
cant wait for u to get home sweeeto... n im so proud of u..
mis u kis u...

coffee n ciggie

2009-02-13T14:07:00.000+08:00

this is so.... me...
hmm... cannot concentrate!! ade test in 3 hrs time..
is it the coffee? or maybe i need my ciggies..
or maybe i just miss u, luv..

lalalalalalalla~

perut buncit dan masternye

2009-02-12T00:09:00.001+08:00

name saye perut..
tapi boleh panggil saye penny..
master saye yg bagi name tu..
saye baru balik teman master makan..
master saye makan byk...
day by day saye smakin membesar..
master saye sedar that fact tapi in denial...
kawan2 master saye slalu ejek...
saye tak kesah..saye happy je...
tapi kadang2 kesian tgk master saye..
pakai jeans complain..
timbang berat complain...

tapi saye rase die membesarkan saye tanpa disedari sbb saye rase die happy...
as long master saye happy, saye pon happy.. =)

anonymous no more

2009-02-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

im trying to b anonymous in writing my blog...
tapi mcm tak lame je...
few of my friends dah tau bout the existence of this blog..
i dont mind pon org bace..
thats the purpose of blogging pon kan? to be read by others...or merely expressing ur feelings..
but to me, bile i know tht others know who m i, i feel like, nanti in the future, if i wanna write smthing i have to tapis2...
which is tak best la kan..
kan? kan? kan??
whatever la ppl..its my blog.. im just saying-my own...

btw, test byk gile this month..
boring boring..
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1...
officially declaring my self-a geek...

status : i love you

2009-02-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO FEBRUARY!
~love is in the air~

eh too late eh to say hello on 10th of feb??
nevermind..
valentine's day is around the corner..
been surveying around places nak gi dinner..
but bukan ke thts smting guy shd do?
ke skarang dah new era, pompuan yg plan?
not that i mind pon cari tmpat..
anyway, love is really in the air.. atleast thats what i feel..
(n hoping thats what he feels..)

telling myself not to expect anything on this valentines..
based on experiences, expect lebih2 pastu tak de pape mmg la tak best...
kite plak yg terexcited sorg2...
so.. this time, ape jadi jadi la..

by the way, does status of your relationship (kat Facebook) really matters?
adakah ia ok utk menyuarakan pendapat ttg org yg berpunye tetapi statusnya masih single??
dan adakah ia ok utk menyuruh seseorg yg sudah berpunye tetapi statusnya masih single utk menukar statusnya?
(haha that sounds funny)
and no bestfriend (u kno who u r), im NOT insecure lebih ok..
fine! insecure sikit.. tapi what the hell kan..

love love~

tahi..

2009-02-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhh....tak suke this feeling.....
i hate this part right here...lalalalalala

if u said so, then show it la!
actions speak louder than words okay!
tahi..
i trust u really i do...
but when things started to turn up differently...hmmmmm...
i asked...
u explained..
lame explanation..
then we argued...
now im alone at home!!
lapar..
hp kna barred..
damn u..tahi..
i yg marah, u yg taknak call??
reverse psychology i guess?
tahi..

thot u wanna tell me everything.. tak pon..
atleast not until u show and prove it..
walk the talk baby..
tahi..

(LOVE U STILL)

encik monyet yg bising..

2009-02-02T13:55:00.000+08:00

hey encik monyet....
kenape awak sangat bising???? awak bising mcm mane pon sy tak paham tau!

i have to wake up early in the morning just to feed u n clean the cage...
then im off to class... then kna ballik lunch cuz to feed u lagi...
pastu feed u lagi...then feed u lagi... dan lagi...
dah la nak grapes je..pisang sume taknak...
ape ni monyet tak makan pisang???
yet u are so bising!!!!
dah besar gi cari keje sendiri n feed me pulak tau ben!!
petang sikit sy bawak la awak kuar... sabar k...
cage tu best ape ade bola kaler2 n teddybear bestfriend awak tu...
(i know what u did to the teddy lastnite) hehehe

ala ben..bwk awak kluar pon bukan nye behave...
sume benda nak masuk mulut..
perangai mcm monyet... hehe
pastu tarik2 rambut sy.. penat tau shampoo kalau rambut asik bau ben je...
pastu taknak masuk cage..

slamat la saye syg awak ben!!
kalau tak dah tinggal dah kat TamanTAR tu kawan ngn monyet2 sane duk tgk org jogging je...
jadi jgn la bising sgt k..plz.... =)

ben ni tak photogenic la....hehe.. sayang ben

proud of mr bestfriend

2009-01-29T02:18:00.000+08:00

mr bestfriend...

im writing this to express my feelings about u...
not anything sweet la weh..
but to tell u im so proud of u.. seriously..
u really wanna read my blog kan, so if u have the chance to, this is for u..

dulu...
frankly, u have a no-life life..
bangun kul 5 6...
takde keje lain melepak tido melepak tido...

now..
bangun awal... dah start keje...
dah travel pasal keje.. n maybe nak duk bandung cuz of keje...
pakai pun nak smart je...
kalau kuar, u wont let me pay..
n blanje macam2...
makan, shades, baju, etc...

mr bestfriend dah berub doh!! hahaha
proud of u..
love u..
u have been a great friend..
despite ur not-so-secret-keeper attitude asik nak buat line pan je...
but u have helped me alot... physically emotionally...

p/s kalau pening makan ubat ni menyusahkan sume org nak urut kepala!

pictures speak louder than words

2009-01-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

The rule: Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.

*the age of next birthday*

*place i'd like to travel*

new york new york !! hova hova!!

*college major*

*hobby*

*bad habit*

i said taknak..but they ll find me eventually.. =p

*favourite person*

my fav person...at least for now...hehe

just press it..

2009-01-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

" hey sexy ladies wanna ride with us wana...."

she looked at him.. He looked at the phone... ***** calling...
He pressed silence..
She : Reject je la
He : Why?
She : Why not?
He pressed reject..

" hey sexy ladies wanna ride with us wana...."

She looked at him..with a 'y-the-hell-she-is-still calling-u' face expression...
He pressed silence..
She : Nape tak reject je?
He : why?
She: So that she knows you dont wanna talk to her..!!
He pressed reject..

She said : Y must i explain the reason you kene tekan reject? at least i suruh tekan reject je.. i tak jadi polis pun tanye numerous questions.. if he called me, u would freak out and tanye this and that! so just press the goddamn reject button ok!!!!!!!!

No she didnt say that.. maybe in her mind she did...
she just said : Its ok yang im not mad.. anything letme know k... love u...

fever-licious =)

2009-01-27T02:12:00.000+08:00

kenape saye demam?

sebab ari tu saye terkena hujan.. saye dah lari tapi tak sempat..

sebab saye tak suke minum air kosong.. sgt tak sedap..

sebab saye tak makan apple setiap hari.. 'an apple a day keeps the doctor away'

sebab Malaysia ni panas.. chewah mcm mat sal la plak...

sebab antibodi saye malu nak fight..

sebab saye inseparable with ciggies.. saye dah katakan taknak!.. tapi diorg yg cari saye...

sebab saye nak org antar soup kat rumah..

sebab saye nak org jage saye..

sebab saye ngade je sbnanye..hahahahaha

tapi still...
saye tak suke demam... =(

friends v boyfriend

2009-01-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

friend's partner... love em? hate em?
friend's approval of ur partner? a requirement? a 'whatever-i dont-care-as-long-as-i love-my partner'?

as a girl, who has an ex boyfriend but friend dissapproved, and a new guy whom my friends like, i think what ur friends think about ur partner, must be taken into consideration...
really...

i love my friends.. love their company.. everyday everynite with them pon takpe...
so when a guy step into my life what i usually do are;-

1. tell him bout my friends.. explain how close we r..
2. tell my friends about him.. explain how i like him..
3. bwk him n my friends jumpe...
4. they get along well...HOOORAY!!!

because..when they get along...
1. if u wanna hang out with ur friend, ur partner will understand...
2. if u wanna hang out with ur partner, ur friends wont complain..
3. when u have probs with ur partner, ur friend will give u a fair n unbias advise (cuz if they dont like ur partner they ll condemn him)
4. u can have both, him n ur friends in one place.. (both of whom u love in one place is a great thing really...)

but if they dont...
u wanna go out, u have problem telling ur partner(or asking for his permission) and end up either lying to ur partner... or ditching ur friends.... susah kan.......

tapi i think we also have to put some effort in making them ok with each other...
like bawak ur partner everytime (not literally everytime but selalu la) jumpe your friends.. compliment ur friends to him..n vice versa....

love life now!
thanks to him who understands how i love my friends..who tries to b ok with them..and succeed..
thanks to my friends who understands how i love him.. and accepted him..
now in any activity, everywhere i go, whatever i do, i can have both!!
WOOT! WOOT!!!

awek assalamualaikum..

2009-01-20T00:29:00.000+08:00

i just balik makan at somewhere in ampang...
n saw something that made me wanna write this...

perempuan bertudung...
my friends called them awek assalamualaikum.. hehe

of coz i have nothing against them... its great tht they cover their aurah..
i mean.. its wajib in islam.. (i m still waiting for the hidayah =p)
but wht i cant seem to understand is how these girls act like the tudung is nothing..

pakai tudung..but pakai baby tee nampak perut, jeans ketat, bile duduk nampak butt crack..
pakai tudung.. but tangan ade rokok..
pakai tudung.. but PDA (public display of affection) with boyfriends.. peluk2 n cium2 in public..

i admit im not that islamic pon..
but i think once u wear tudung, u r potraying urself as a good muslimah rite...
but when u do those acts..mcm baik tak payah pakai tudung..

hmmmm.... im just saying...

i feel good...

2009-01-16T10:58:00.000+08:00

life is getting better n better... at least thats how it is for me...
im free like a bird... i do what i want i say what i like...

ive been hanging out with my frenzy friends lebih dari dulu...
and its great cuz i dnt have to miss out all the story and hot goss..hehe
dun wnt to b the last to know.. =p

n now im seeing someone new...
well i am suprised with myself... i m usually not like this n i agree with them that everything is so fast...
but u cant help it rite..
he's great, he's nice, he's funny...and different..just different...
im very comfortable around him...
thats basically what i need rite... a company...

well...except the fact that my stupid law faculty has naikkan the pointer for dean's list to 3.6, oh ya and except the fact i have to face my exie n hear the same thing coming out from his mouth, everything is so goooood!!!!!!!!!!!!

ben baby =)

2009-01-03T09:28:00.001+08:00

i love ben!!
he's my new pet.. a baby monkey!!
comel gile...
someone bought it for me.. i didnt know it..it was a suprise...

this is kinda new to me.. i used to have few cats.. but monkey? totally diff..
altho most of my friends act like one but taking care of one? hmmm...
now he is only 2 months old... n SMELLY!!! cuz the girl at the pet store said he tak bole mandi lagi cuz he is still small...
n im definitely gonna take him to the vet today...

he is so cute!! lastnite (his first nite with me) he slept near to my head and he put his hands on my face..like hugging my head... comel... and i have to bare with the smell..
they say ur nose will be immune after 3 mins..i guess they r rite..haha

the person who gave it to me said : "learn about responsibility... n dont bwk ben jumpe org i tak suke cuz nanti ben will like him more than me.."
hmmmm...

anyway thanks amad!!

while they r still here...

2008-12-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

"U NVR KNOW WHAT U GOT...
TILL WHAT U GOT IS GONE..."

when a good thing is right infront of you, u didnt see it,
u heard but u didnt listen to it...
u took it for granted...

when the good things is gone..is faded..is lost
then only u will be zap into reality
and realized
that thing...
was once was infront of u..

so ppl.. appreciate and cherish the air u breathe and the people you live with..

i'm just saying..

friends forever

2008-12-15T12:11:00.000+08:00

friends...
the most important thing in my life..
my priority beside my family..

thank u friends..
for without my friends i cant live
for without my friends i cant survive

we share every joy and sorrow
every ups and downs
every rise and fall
every smile and frown..

thanks for the strength
thanks for the support
thanks for the laughs
for the love i thank a lot..

i love u all my friends...
thank you for everything..

Obsessive compulsive disorder

2008-11-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

According to Wikipedia, Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a chronic anxiety disorder most commonly characterized by obsessive, distressing, repetitive thoughts and related compulsions. It is often used in an informal manner to describe someone who is meticulous, perfectionist, absorbed in a cause, or otherwise fixated on something or someone.

The typical OCD sufferer performs tasks (or compulsions) to seek relief from obsession-related anxiety.
To others, these tasks may appear odd and unnecessary. But for the sufferer, such tasks can feel critically important, and must be performed in particular ways to ward off dire consequences and to stop the stress from building up.

Examples of these tasks are repeatedly checking that one's parked car has been locked before leaving it, turning lights on and off a set number of times before exiting a room, repeatedly washing hands at regular intervals throughout the day, touching objects a certain amount of times before leaving a room, or walking in a certain routine way.

Frankly i have an OCD..
when im studying and doin my notes, i have to make sure that the color of the pen, the font, etc must be correct (just the way i want)..
if the ink is blue then i changed the pen n realize its different shade of blue, i ll just tear the paper and re write everything.. similarly, if i write the title in capital letter, then when i go into a new title i have to ensure than it is in capital.. kalau tak, i wont even read my own notes..

and also with clothes.. i have to ensure that whatever i wanna wear, it must be ironed 1st. Tshirt ke, jeans ke sume mesti iron.. once i ironed, then i hang the clothes, then 5 mins later i feel that they need to be ironed again..so ill do it over n over till im satisfied... or else i ll be thinking about the un-ironed shirt i wear every single second..sampai stress..

it may sound ridiculous or absurd to others..but this is one thing i cannot control..

i also have a friend who suffers the same thing.. whenever she eats, she ll asingkan sume benda in her food.. it ll be like, chicken at this side, veggie on the other, and etc..n she definitely takes hours to finish one meal.. satu suap, she will susun eveything balik, then do it over n over again...

wanna know who else is suffering from it? mr.monk..yup from the series.. he is all about hygienic n thing organization n whatnot..but that is definitely worse than my case..

whatever other ppl may think, we certainly dont care cuz its just the way we are.. but from what i heard this disorder ble jadi lagi teruk and lead to other disorders as well.. hmmm.. hopefully not to us..

im just saying..

facebookers

2008-11-19T11:16:00.000+08:00

Facebookers...
im one of them..
but there are few things that i found it very funny with the (other) facebookers..

1. their status... yes i know its a place to express your feelings.. i do that as well.. but don't over do it la weh.. its like a way to grab other's attention, and the most u get? their comments.. if its something funny then ok la..but sometime they tend to put stuff like, i don't know..like these maybe :-

"my bf is a king control!! urrggghhh!"
"is sick sick sick and tired of everything. Hisap dadah lagi best. Ciao."
"if u think im not good enough, go ahead find another!!!!

hahaha.. don't u agree that they are too...over the top? what more if the status is a i-want-to-write-it-in-English-coz-its-cool-but-i-don't-know-the-language status.. that's even funnier..

"i wish they aloud me to join"
"thinks i in love"
"said u can have whatever you like accept my camera!!!"

2. the vain pictures... no one can escape or avoid from not taking his or her own picture..including me... but y must u created an album, just to put all your picture in the same place, but from different angles and with different face expressions.. were u like, here's my cute face! now my gedik face! n now from the top without me looking at the camera! hahahaha

im just saying..

love me love me not?

2008-11-19T00:09:00.000+08:00

love..love..love... a very very subjective term.. sume org ade their own views and definitions of love.. me myself is always in doubt... hmm... but once again, lets talk about love, or particularly, the flame of love or the sparkle of love..

my definition of that will be : the feelings u get in the EARLY stage of relationship.
(read over n over n over n over the capital ones) =p
kalau awal2 relationship tu jgn criter la, mmg confirm 'love is in the air'
haha.. tgk sket ape jadi after a year, or worst, after few months.. sume tah ke mana..
i know u agree wit me readers..

then : phone mmg tak lepas dari tangan.. every 5mins nak check handphone.. eventho the ringing tone volume dah maximum dah.. yela, mane tau tak dgr kan.. dapat sms reply trus.. pastu panjang macam karangan..konon nak express the feelings kan..

now : got an sms from him or her.. oh later la reply... n if reply pon like 'a'ah..', 'oh ok..', 'anything txt me'... if call, lambat gile nak angkat, worst tak angkat langsung.. common excuses? 'im in the toilet', 'hp charge kat bilik sebelah so tak dgr' , "ha?bile u call??' and etc...

then : berkepit slagi bole... yela 'newlywed' kan..just to show it to the worlds..
**favourite songs : i'll be there by Mariah Carey, right here waiting by Bryan Adams

now : 'i need space!!'... if ajak kluar je malas..if their friends ajak lepak? confirm japgi sampai nye.. the only time u get to spend with them is like, with thousands of their friends..

then : sky is the limit..anything we want they give it to you.. they would stand hours in line just to buy you foods, pick you up from any part of the world, let alone the flowers n cards..
**favourite songs : whatever you like by T.I, everything i do i do it for you by Bryan Adams

now : hahaha...u know...

basically its just how it is in love...
for her, if he always do the work y not sometimes do something in return..
for him, its very sweet of u to treat her like that.. then y dont u continue doing it?
if the relationship is worth saving, then both him n her gotta do something.. or many things...

"IT TAKES TWO TO TANGO"

im just saying..